Cuando Leer Duele .

Rain...

Siempre quize ser el chico cool.
Pero conoci el rock.
Me gustaria haber vivido la epoca del grunge;
Viví el rock noventero, desde el principio a fin.
Me encanta la noche y la rebeldia.
Nunca callo ante algo que me paresca injusto.
Pocos amigos y muchos conocidos.
Odio la multidud.
Me gusta caminar entremendio de los autos.
Pierdo mucho tiempo
odio escribir.
Para ti tan solo soy una cara borrada en una foto manipulada.

egoism, inestability, insecurity, bipolarism, paranoia, lonelyness, boredom, chaotic.

The world did not receive me. Those I chose turned from truth to perversions. I persisted. I built a whole world for them to inhabit, and when they would not, I built another world to bring my people to them. I came myself, embraced all of Dominaria, welcomed every last creature into my touch, but they reviled me. They called me, ‘destroyer,’ and Gaea cast me down.

I was a god, truer than any. I will be a god again soon.

I am Yawgmoth.

Suicide is the proof of life

from the day my love began, I began to change
when I was just staring at you
you were always standing in that garden, looking lonely
as you stared at nothing but the scattering flowers

my unfullfilled wish made another wound in my aching heart
this reality bound up before my eyes still haunts me all the while
so that only the stifling atmosphere will
not forget me now

GARDEN wishing that someday I'll be able to meet you always
GARDEN in the midst of this passing season, forever... you will...

the sorrowfully withering flowers that have seen a thousand nights
in sepia your figure pictured

I want to forget, I don't want to forget, these contradictory feelings
subdued, I stand here all by myself
lonely, with only the snow to colour the scenery, but
still, always, so that I will not forget

I want to forget, I don't want to forget, these contradictory feelings
subdued, I stand here all by myself
time passes quickly, vanishing from reality, so that I will not forget
these memories